Enjoy!!!! :)

Where have we left that Smile...Satisfaction..Joy in enjoying small happy moments ?
Why have we forgotten to be happy?
Why do we need something more to make us laugh ?
Isn't it true,what we have is more than what we need to thank god?

Last night I was waiting on my bike, at crowded signal near Sarasbaug.
Completely exhausted with a long day at office and then some family function too.. :(
Why cant god consider me and make me his best beloved child and bless with a little more happiness?
A little more good job role at work place ? Why don't I get more salary even after putting such a dedication?
Why can't I have some more money? and buy 4 wheeler too instead of this bike?
Why can't I get the best job for my qualification?
why can't I be the best dancer ? Why not me? Why i am not blessed? Why so many can not in my life ?

I looked on my left at Ganapati temple and then on right to Swami Kanch ihswara Matha and then I wanted to ask this same question to the Mahalakshi in front of me...but I couldn't. The signal was about to be green and as per the famous style of most of the puneri two wheeler drivers most of them were already gearing up their vehicles.
A man was crossing the road,though everyone was gearing up the vehicles they were giving him way and he was greeting them back with his broad smile..
How can be someone so happy after such a long day , so much of work?
And then he came in front of my vehicle, with same smile on his face, he crossed the road.
The time he took for crossing was more than usual and my irritation level was rising . The reason he took so much time was god again. He had not even blessed him with both the legs. He did not had right leg and was walking with the help of crutches. So ,much more than me to complain to god, rt?

But he was not complaining , he was not crying. Instead he was smiling and as soon as he crossed the road he prayed to all the gods at that chowk.
Then why its me who need to cry all time? Is that what I need to support my failure?
Why do I always forget ,what I have and cry for what I can get on my own?
and to my realization it was not just this thought but his smile had turned all the frowns on my face into smile.

Yes the feeling of blessed is really great, it makes you smile for no reason. Just needed someone like him to make me realize how blessed I am! That was the smile I was carrying then and mostly many tired people like me out there.